I’m stuck in a rutt.. dreaming of cali.. feeling sick.. can’t sleep sometimes..
Eric Kimberlin Bowley
The Loneliest Whale in the World.
In 2004, The New York Times wrote an article about the loneliest whale in the world. Scientists have been tracking her since 1992 and they discovered the problem:
She isn’t like any other baleen whale. Unlike all other whales, she doesn’t have friends. She doesn’t have a family. She doesn’t belong to any tribe, pack or gang. She doesn’t have a lover. She never had one. Her songs come in groups of two to six calls, lasting for five to six seconds each. But her voice is unlike any other baleen whale. It is unique—while the rest of her kind communicate between 12 and 25hz, she sings at 52hz. You see, that’s precisely the problem. No other whales can hear her. Every one of her desperate calls to communicate remains unanswered. Each cry ignored. And, with every lonely song, she becomes sadder and more frustrated, her notes going deeper in despair as the years go by.
Just imagine that massive mammal, floating alone and singing—too big to connect with any of the beings it passes, feeling paradoxically small in the vast stretches of empty, open ocean.
Preaching to the choir
I’m like wtf.. wowzers.. I got a gig that is a week long that is paying the same amount I made in 2 months during my awful experience working in vietnamese tv.. THANK GOODNESS!!!!!!
I don’t have this constant urge to look for girls and fuck around. I’m technically single now but I just don’t have that urge.. I don’t think it’s weird.. I’m getting older.. maturing you could say.. although I do remember when i had that constant urge (all throughout 2006-2009) I really didn’t get the opportunity to fuck around.. DRY SPELL!!!
ANYWAYS… this the beginning of day one for me to quit cigs.. fuuukk.. this shit again.. I Made a bet and i’m sticking to it.. wish me luck please.. its only been 4 hours but i have crazy urges already!
It’s 4am.. I got work at 930am.. but yet I want to stay up, smoke cigs and watch tv..
I got a mild case of “I dun give a fuck”
The most beautiful faces from my Rave Career.. ;D Peep my short film “Faces of EDC” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lVI8sDXCFQU
This is my short film.. and I can guarantee you might possibly like it.. peep it.. and repost and support a fellow starving artist…
I haven’t had one of these nites in a while..
Watching TV shows, smoking cigarettes by candlelight by myself until 4-7am..
Californication is my drug of choice.. :D